need death
by: h

The water rushes beneath me as I loose my place
the board slides behind me and the water hits my face
the water feels so hard like it never has before
it hurts like you hurt me baby, right down in my core
I feel numb from head to toe
will I wake up tomarrow, will I need to know
will it matter that I tasted my my felsh blood seeped from my pores
Cause love keeps me moving and I’ve never needed you more
The hands grab at my arms they move my body with ease
but a chance to fuck once more, that’s all I need
I push them off as I slip back and grab my board again
if I cant have you deth baby death is the only prize I want to win
it feels so wiered being out there today
My harts not in it like it used to be as I race away
the noise doesn’t hurt my head like it did long ago
it bothers me cause I enjoyed it, so I hunch over low
the dust slips all around as I go for the jump
But it wasn’t’ far enough and as I got up right back down I slump
This is what you do to me I cant concentrate any more
I need your love to live my life, risk isn’t enough any more
I need death right now I need death
The life im living is worse than it I cant and wont get up this time from the bloody floor